دي وحده من خواطري بالنسبه ليا جدا اعزها و اتمنى انها تنال اعجابكم
بالنسبه ل & = and للمايعرف :)
Mind & heart
Clouds running in the oceanic skies the rush of a wrongdoer
Along with the sun so far behind golden colored having her forehead pleated with colorless silk
& the sea so silence resembling the quietness of the ascetic's
But your eyes are so pale so far deep in the horizon …
What are you thinking of …
What are you dreaming about…
Did you see your childhood dream's disappear behind the stars
Or have your eyes seen the ghosts of the autumn ages up in the clouds of the firmament.
Or else did you shiver of the thought having the night showing it's blackness without the gleaming of the stars
I can't see the scenes you're hinting to my observe however…
The shadows of them reflecting at your eyes can't but tell about you.
Here I am standing in the nothing ness listening to the racket of the lightening ,whistles of the wind & the dropping of rain.
Interrupting my thoughts I hear the earth calling asking what is it roaming my mind & heart…
As if responding to the question I ask the master of darkness
O sir night : do you return life to those who u had taken from them the blooming spring ages & days?...
But the lips of the night didn't speak or even tried using magic to deceive my unthinkable question.
But there in the farthest of nowhere a sound sprang the playing of a string in a leave of an immortal tree …
Why do you ask such a question that deep in your heart you know the answer for ?... asked
Why is it you trying to know what your suppose to discover as days pass away?... asked once again
Use your heart & mind
& think of the past ,what have you learned from it
& as you do so open your eyes wide
& search not only for the answer but for the peace you want …
Their I stood still drowned in the dullness of my thoughts …
thinking of the whispers that rang in my ears wondering of what does it mean ,closed my eyes & started to search for what I want lost & need
Till I realized in such a way that I already have what I mostly need to live & smile & it didn't need a lot .
I realized with a brightness what was the answer of my question it's only time , feelings, expressions & personalities that decide when to end the spring of life.
& so I stood but in the center of the gleaming rays holding a brush painting life with all the colors of my flawless imagination & humming the pleasurable tunes of life wishing that the passing hours & days never blind my eyes & cover my heart with a layer of dust depression & dark thoughts again.